magical keys to heaven are angels

hey!!!! today the day started off quite badly.. i was suppose to meet animal farm at twelve. but…but i woke up at one o’clock!!!! what the hell right?!?!?! hahahaha… alph woke me up at nine forty five..but i went back to sleep.. my handphone alarm i didnt put snooze.. i put off. what the hell.pig la can!!! so i had many many missed calls.. but i only picked up the eleventh one only! hahaha… so i jumped out of bed and rushed to the toilet…so funny..but ya.. then i got out of my house at one thirty..and i reached town at two plus..so i was late for a whole two hours plus!! hahaha…goodness..i slept at five am the day before.. preparing their christmas gifts!!! hahaha.. guess what i gave them!!! i bought this glass ball..the ones that people hang on christmas trees! ya.. then i went home to decorate the balls… i used a silver glitter glue to write merry christmas on the outside.. then inside the ball, i put seven small squares that i cut.. it represents us the animal farm.. then i put a few coloured beads… cut a few strips of colour paper.. then put in a sticker with my name on it.. then put a saga seed in it! yupp!oh yes.. i also put a little note in it for each and every one of them… its an individual note with everyone a different one.. yupp.. i rolled the note up and tied it with a red and a green thread..christmas colours…haha..then i dropped it into the ball!!! yupp.. that was what i gave them…

ya.. then i met them then we went arcade play and all…then we went tcc to sit down and drink!!! we took many many pictures there and we exchanged presents there!!!we had so much fun.. then jiazhi and eun and sam went downstairs to get cheong a basketball!!!! hahaha.. then we left and we went shop shop shop!! grace and sam went shopping.. me eun jz and cheong went to yoshi to sit and drink and talk..and gossip!!! hahahaha.. then eun and sam had to go..so they went.. then after that cheong had to go as well.. so it was left with me grace and jz!! so we went shop for grace clothes… with all her vouchers!! ahhhhhhh!!! so lucky can!! i had forty dollar voucher.. then i went to foxwomen and i bought a pair of shorts!!! and two pairs of socks.. gave one to pris… hahaha… i spent forty one.. pris paid the one dollar!! hahaha. thats the way to spent vouchers ok!!! no one spent less than forty and waste the remaining few dollars away!!! hahaha.. so ya!!hahaha.. yupps!!! thats about it!!

oh yes.. the day before today… mon19thdec.. mummy’s birthday!!! we ate cordfish and lamb chop!! then we ate tomatoes and cucumbers… then mummy and a few of them drank wine.. then after that we cut cake!!! oh my gosh.. the cake was ten cm tall la!!! damn big..damn chocolatey and damn creamy…but it was very nice la… its chocolate walnut cake…oooh lala..damn nice… okay!! that was mummy’s birthday… it was great fun..family gathering again!! hahaha… yupp..

ok i shall end here… its like 3.12am now la… so late.. hahaha! okay.. i’ll update again..soon i hope! take care for now!! byeee!

hey!!! oh wells.. today is daddy’s birthday! the 15thdec… haha..mummy’s is on the 19thdec… yupp! but we celebrated today… daddy’s exact and mummy’s four days earlier! YAY! it was really a nice feeling… the whole family including eevon jiejie was here….

okay.. we had steamboat… wow wow… we ate alot till we were damn full.. then we talked as a family and all… it was so fun… then later in the night ahyao korkor came… he bought a cake for daddy… ice cream cake from swensens… so nice… haha.. then he ate steamboat by himself…but we accompanied him at the table..talk to him and joke! hahaha.. he ate so much.. he drank six bowls of soup… just because he said the soup was nice… haha… then after that he ate the ice cream cake la… ya.. then me and mummy and jiejie ate orange…and we joked and laughed like no one’s business i tell you… until my stomach hurt..and jiejie had asthma..haha..exaggerating right? but its true la… hahaha…

oh ya! when me and jiejie and mummy were watching a rainbow connection..the channel eight nine o’clock show, we drank tiger beer… you know why? cause we were feeling very hot and we wanted to cool ourselves down… how cool and how lame eh? hahahaha… yupp… oh wells.. i dont really have much to say about today..it was a quite short but enjoyable day… we had fun too! oh ya…jiejie asked me to paint her nails for her…i did a good job ok! okay la..maybe not..but at least better than she paint herself… yuppp… okay..english getting more and more broken… i’m ending off here.. kind of tiredd…. was ironing for auntie just now… she prepared the steamboat food the whole day..she must be tired man…so i helped her… aww…how nice am i? hahaha… just kidding…

okok…i’ll end off here! byebye!waiting for emydarling to come back from sabah…and terence to come back from genting!! hahaha..miss them…loads… ok..bye!again…loves-

hey hey!!! oh wells i just came back home from char’s house.. from chalet.. yupp… me and char planned this whole chalet for the girls(cousins).. it was great fun i tell you!!! we all have not been together for like..so so so long! finally we stayed together for three days!

the day before the chalet, jx and jh came to stay over at my house…so the next day it’ll be easier to go to the chalet place together.. it’s at changi safra club..nsrcc.. then they came at about seven plus with charmaine to get the food and necessities at ntuc..after that we went home to rest and have dinner… char left when her daddy came to pick her up.. me jh jx went to bathe wash up and use the computer.. then jh used my phone for the whole night please! luckily i had my computer to use..then jh ans jx slept at four while i talk on the phone till five.. my friend’s house blacked-out..so i accompanied him.. he was all alone in his house.. father mother sister all not in s’pore… so ya.. then i had to wake up at nine to wake my stupid gentleman up! haha.alright he’s not stupid.. he had to go for a bball match so ya. had to wake him up..and guess what??? they won! how good are they man..yupp. then i tried getting back to sleep but it didn’t work.. i slept and woke up at eleven plus.. then had to get ready and wait for my uncle tom to pick us up with the food.. prisjiejie came to my house at twelve plus to go together with us.. at about two uncle tom came to pick us and ya.. we reached the chalet in an hour’s time.. haha.. pris me jh jx help a mini concert at the back of the van.. how funny.. but how fun as well! we reached the chalet and our bungalow number was…29! i don’t know why i sound so happy..but it was exciting.. we had such a big place to stay for two nights! we placed our food properly in the fridge and on the table.. moved two beds from one room to the other.. there were two rooms but we all wanted to sleep together in one.. so ya.. then we sang karaoke! haha.. there was so much noise the minute we reached there.. and i was like.. hyper? hee.. now too i guess! we went swimming after all that singing and after swimming we went back to the bungalow to bathe.. after changing.. we rested for awhile.. we ate the bee hoon my auntie fried for us.. then we called for a mahjong set..haha..after playing a little bit of mahjong, we went bowling for the night.. then after bowling, we went back to rest eat..and then we watched dvd.."the death curse"… it was supposed to be a horror show..but it was not that scary.. it was just shocking… but who cares.. twins and boy’z acted in it.. then we watched a tv after the dvd.. then we went upstairs to wash up and sleep… guess what?! when we were watching tv it started to rain very heavily.. then when we were sleeping..there were three dogs and a few cats outside our bungalow.. freak i was like damn scared. the dogs were barking at our door.. so me and pris decided to go down and have a look.. to check if there was anyone loitering outside…that was what we told the younger ones.. but actually..when a dog barks so late at night..it means that it sees some dirty stuff… so i freaked out.. then we chased the dog away..we continued sleeping and mintues later, the dogs come back and really growled loudly.. so i was even scardier this time.. but we went down..zh followed me and pris..and she was so brave..she walked in front of the two of us and go down first.. i was trembling on my way down okay..i nearly died.. then zh checked the kitchen by herself while i freak..she didn’t even switch on the lights.. goodness..the next day she just told us that if she don’t believe in those stuff she won’t be afraid.. so ya.. then we slept.. the dogs came again… we can’t be bothered to go downstairs to chase the dogs away so we just shouted at the dogs from upstairs and they were gone till morning.. we woke up at eight plus…some at nine..yupp.. me and pris woke up at eight.. we were so nice to let the younger ones sleep a little longer okay.. haha…

then the second day, we all had cake in the morning.. saralee cake.. damn nice.. it’s smooth and it’s vanilla with chocolate swirls…hahaha.. then we went bowling again in the morning after having our cake.. we were the first to bowl in the alley.. we had to wait for the lanes to finish polishing okay.. haha.. then we bowled twelve games and left…then we had cup noodles for lunch….after lunch we waited for patriciajiejie to come…she was not here the day before because she had school.. she was going to skip one tutorial on thurs and fri.. while waiting we were really really tired cause we didn’t sleep well.. so we went to nap..till four..when she called to say she reached and to pick her up from the entrance.. so we woke up.. we went to get the bbq stuff ready..we defroze the stuff from twelve so at four it was ready.. we waited for my korkor to bring the chicken wings and prawns over.. my auntie said if we brought it on the first day, the chicken wings will be damn salty.. so we started the fire at around six and waited… we got the sausages and crabsticks ready.. then my korkor came with eevonjiejie.. they helped us to get the fire going and to start the first few chicken wings and pawns..whatsoever..so ya.. well..all the forty four chicken wings and twenty seven prawns were all cooked by me.. the crabsticks and sausages were cooked by my other cousin.. my fae was so hot and red i tell you..i cooked from six to eight.. then waited for pris to wake up to eat.. so ya..then in the night godpa and godmi came.. then godpa left for funeral….so we all waited for lingyi and uncletom to come to eat..then i cooked for them the remaining.. then we bbqed the mashmallows that we bought! yums! haha.. then after that we sat around and joke..then went to bathe..then clean up…then we watched a little tv then went upstairs to rest..the adults went home.. then we played cards,shared jokes,talked about our childhood together..we laughed and had lots of fun.. then me and pat were on the phone..but after that we went to the room to join them..oh we even played games together la.. like guessing games..and all.. then we were tiredd..so we switched off the lights and lie down to talk again.. oh ya.. before everything at about ten plus gentleman called me to ask me to wake him up the next day at nine again.. haha.. yupp.. so we slept after all that talking…

last day..so sad right..it’s like so damn fast la okay..okay.. then as usual me and pris woke up the first got ready and packed up.. then me and char went to withdraw money fo rthe chalet…$250..my korkor paid the full amount..that’s his christmas present for us.. so ya..then we went back to the chalet to eat a little bit of breakfast..like the left overs… like mashmallows..sweetcorn and all.. then we waited for the people to come to check the bungalow.. and we checked out.. it was raining damn heavily.. we were all under the rain.. after checking out we went to take the shuttle bus..we went to tampines to have breakfast because we were too hungry..so we had kfc.. then we all decided to not go home yet…we all went to char’s house..to slack..watch women’s golf competition..quite interesting actually..then we napped awhile…when we woke up..pat was hungry..so me and char cooked maggi mee for her.. she’s like hopeless…she don’t dare to use the stove..she was intending to cook the noodles like cup noodles… boil water and put in.. oh my right? then after she ate we went downstairs to play badminton and cycle.. after that we went up to rest awhile and we headed home…i reached home at eightoheight… ate dinner watched tv…then bathed.. and now..writing this post!!! hahaha..

okay! that’s about it..isn’t it fast? i’ve come to the end of my story!! hahaha.. yupp.. we seven girls had so much fun.. no adults to nag at us.. no guys to disturb.. our generation there’s only one guy cousin..jh jx brother..but he didn’t want to come..so ya.. then all girls..the guy cousins are all 26 and above..starting from my 26yearold brother..hahaha.. yupp. i really hope to get together this way again…all girls again.. i repeat..ALL GIRLS.. hahaha…. yupp… i’ll write again soon! see ya!! byee!

heyhey! have not written for some time eh? yupp.. oh wells.. have not been free to do so.. my private diary is left alone for months..so sad right? hahaha.. yupp.. have been out since last tuesday until now!! and i guess i am going to stay at home to be mummy’s girl tomorrow..yupp…

well last tuesday i went for guitar in the morning..then after guitar i went to meet my cousins in the evening… charmaine cut her hair..at clippers.. i brought her there..and she liked it so much please.. she hates her old hair dresser now..haha..yupp.. then we went to walk walk walk..oh! then i bought two spagetti tops! from ebase same design but different colour…lime green and black..hahaha… pat jiejie bought a skirt..it was really pretty…yupp..then we send char off at the mrt station..then i accompany pat jiejie till ten.. then we went home! haha..boring but fun day! i dont know what im talking about.. haha..

then wednesday i went out with grace..we went….shopping! again! well well.. i bought a pair of shorts from WH..haha..grace was suppose to buy with me but then she needed the money for her confirmation coat.. yupp! but we went to try the shorts together… damn funny man i tell you.. hahahaha.. well grace knows what she did in the changing room! hahaha.. then we met sara..then sara and grace bought spagetti straps from fwomen..hahaha.. then i left to go meet ruby jiejie! hahaha… well we went to shop for an off shoulder top that i wanted…but dont have! not fair please..hmmpf.. but ya la..then we went to have wantonmee! yumm! then we went shop again..still cannot find..so we went coffee bean to have a drink! yupp…then after that about eleven i went home! she went clubbing i suppose…yupp…

thursday… i went out with lydia and wanching! hahahaha… we went to watch emily rose! hahahahaha… it didnt really turn out that scary..the scenes were not really scary..the actress didnt look that bad… but the scary thing is the facts… if such a thing ever did happen to a person..its definitely freaky.. haha.. then after that i could not sleep well..i scared i wake up at you know you know time.. then gentleman suggested that i sleep before that time..so i wont be that scared..if not ill freak out..so yupp i slept before that time and i had a safe night! the other time i talk on the phone until pass that time then i sleep..so everything is fine! hahaha.. then after the movie we went to slack at thai express.. then ya la.. wanching had tuition so we all went home.. then i rested..haha..yupp..

then on friday! i slept till one plus in the afternoon.. then me and jiahui went to meet pat jiejie at tampines for a movie…harry potter and the goblet of fire.. hahaha..damn nice…but disaster please.. its like me and jiahui was half an hour late for the movie.. first is because jh happily rest at home..i asked her to be at bishan by 0430pm so that we can reach tampines in time.. she happily resting at 0430pm when i called. she was not even changed..and her excuse was that she thought i was not ready yet.. i mean like when someone ask you to meet her at whatever time you dont have to care if that person is ready or not what right? you just meet at the time stated la! oh my gosh la.. so i was like. okay fine. i asked her to hurry changed.. then she said taking bus969 was faster than train..so i said okay..take from where..she said woodlands..then we took the bus and the bus turned into yishun! so i asked her why she didnt tell me to take from yishun…faster right? i came from bishan then yishun then woodlands…then the bus made a big u-turn back to yishun… i was fuming..she said she forgot.. what the hell.. direction wise im okay.. but i really cannot stand the fact of her being late.. it was not her first time.. and ya.. it was a movie that day.. an important movie to me.. so now im going to rewatch because i didnt watch the first half an hour of the show… yupp.. on with char and another with my friends..yupp.. okay..then after the movie i felt better… not so angry.. then we went foodcourt to eat.. yupp.. then we went home… oh ya! just remembered…i met lots of irritating people that day.. first when i was in the train on the way to woodlands… this two malay guys came in and then they started imitating me.. i was calling my cousin then one of the guys put his phone to his ears and ya imitate! what the hell.. then in the bus.. this two chinese guys.. they saw my cousin.. then they wanted to know her.. like ask for number and all.. yupp..one of the chinese guys tapped my cousin. then my cousin was like looking at me and asking me "how?".. i told her to stop looking and ignore them… i ignored them so i asked her to do the same.. i mean like what how? just ignore la.. unless she was intending to exchange numbers..which is damn dumb.. then she kept looking.. i was about to scold her when the guys got down… i mean i would ignore all of this kind of guys ok… so desperate..but my cousin just couldnt get it..hahaha… okay.. then in the movies.. this two small little indian or malay boys.. they were like making so much noise in the cinema..talking amoungst themelves so loudly!and they were next to me.. i like so totally asked them to shut up.. because i was already so pissed that i was late..missing half an hour of the show and they made so much noise that i could not concentrate on the movie… so i guess its just my bad day that day la…all the irritating things happening all one after another..simultaneously…

okay..then saturday i went to meet grace at j8 to watch the campussuperstar thing.. hahaha… her cousin got in can! so cool la..hahaha.. the first day there was alot of girls signing up..so the judges expected more guys to sign up on sunday…yupp… then grace went to sign up… but she was so late that her audition would be held on monday! that means that there will be alot of people who are chosen..then the monday contestants will have a harder time and harder opportunity to get in…she regretted not signing up with her cousin.. because only that way she have someone to join with her.. yupp.. then after grace went to get the form we went to mos to sit and have a drink…then i waited for char..she was coming my house for dinner..then grace kena pangseh-ed by her church friends.. then no one accompany her to open a counter in church..so me and char went with her… so at least she would have some people to talk to… then at seven plus.. we went back… then me and char went to get paper and glitter from popular..for grace’s poster..hahaha.. then we went home for dinner la.. yupp.. hahaha..

okay… sunday! well.. in the morning me eun char and grace went to kbox.. we wanted grace to practice her singing..so ya.. ex also still go.. see how nice we are… thats what friends are for.. hahahaha… yupp. it was her confirmation day so i was like dressed up… i wore my ebase lime green spagetti top with a white skirt from bangkok… yupp.. hahaha.. then after singing i went to collect flowers.. for my friends’ confirmation.. hahaha.. yupp..went to ah yao kor shop to get..how sun road…quite unknown.. so ya.. then he send me back to toa payoh.. then i went to church la! hahaha.. saw lots of people i have not seen in ages.. hahaha. i got my hongkong disneyland cd like finally..hahaha..alph gave.. haha.. then yupp.. attended mass. then after that me eun yuling jea and smallcharlene went to mos to drink and eat a little.. then we went home.. yupp.. was really tired but i slept at four.. i was busy drawing grace’s poster… yupp.. it turned out plain.. then i went to sleep! hahahaha.. yupp..

monday! which is today..eh.. now pass 12am..so its tuesday already.. but ya..take it as monday.. in the morning we went j8 to support grace for campussuperstar.. wow.. it was really scary man.. gabby huiting natalie jz bei eun me and char… hahaha.. damn nervous i tell you.. grace didnt get in.. but she’s already our superstar.. and 3/3’s superstar…. we all love her.. and no matter what we’ll be with her.. yupp… anyway today alot of girls got out..even if they were good…i think its because there are too many girls selected on saturday and sunday..yupp..too many people so they cant accept anymore..but they just give the people who are interested a chance to perform.. well its not easy to stand up there and sing to a crowd of strangers…you need loads of courage and grace did it! we’re proud of her! and we love her! always… oh after everything..bei and jz went for netball..the rest left.. so me char and grace went toa payoh to play arcade..then we went mos to slack for hours..then we left for home..and dinner!! yay!!

okay! im finally done! wow..a review of a week’s activities! hahahaha.. oh man… i better stop..feeling damn tired now..slept for four hours plus yesterday and until now havent sleep..hahaha… see? if i write everyday then the entries will all be shorts ones..so boing.. never write for so long..then got bonus..the entry so freaking long… short ones are boring but long ones are tiring to read… but i like long ones because they look good! hahaha. okay.. thats about it.. ill write again! loves all of you! byee!

hihi.. i have not written for a long long time right? ever since my sister took the cpu away till now…now my daddy bought me a laptop… i dont want to stop using…hahahaha… but yupp. so much to update… i wrote a long one but then all erased… two times already.. so angry but ya..giving it a last try… okay..i’ll start..

im really thankful to god that i have such wonderful friends ans cousins.. it was really nice of them to celebrate my birthday that day… first its my animal farm… sam the baimehmeh,grace the ah mao,bei the monkey,eun the naked mole,zhi the chicken and lastly rachel the kangaroo… it was a really nice thing that they made an effort to go out to lunch with me and plan a surprise.. although the surprise wasnt really a surprise..because they were all so careless…leaving clues for me to suspect and ya… hahaha..but is okay…because its the thought and effort that counts!the next is cheong.. dont worry cheong..with me around to plan everything will turn out good… see grace’s birthday? it was a success right? she actually really believe that no one was going to celebrate for her except for me and sam… but you see.. all of you turned up surprising her.. she was really happy…so cheong..you’ll be as happy okay? yupp…

oh my cousins!! pat and char came to my house for dinner…thanks..it was nice of you guys.. pris didnt make it cause she had to study for her o’levels…so forgiven..the others also could not make it..but its okay…i had fun anyway…hahahaha.. oh and great thanks to pat JIEJIE for going shopping with me.. i had fun i promise… and thanks for the cookie.. it was so sweet of you… oh and the cookie was really extremely sweet…as in the taste..but i like it anyway…so ya.. thanks…love ya all for the effort…

vann kim angie and denis!! guess where we went to celebrate….we went to the………..ZOO!!! hahahah…what the hell right??!! hahaha.. no la..its because the five of us wanted to go to the zoo together since like last year…but didnt get a chance to so we went there to celebrate… just nice to catch up on each other too! hahaha… we met at j8 in the morning first…the four of them are really sweet girls i tell you… they made tiramisu.. and their surprise was really a success…kim and denis hid behind the wall and came out singing happy birthday with the tiramisu…i got a shock..i didnt expect it..hahaha.. success right? haha..but the candles were not lighted…wind too strong..hahaha…so pretend to blow..heee… yupp..then at the zoo we had so much fun… taking pictures with the different animals… the rhino was supper smelly la…hahaha.. then poor denis and vann…when they taking picture with the cow… the cow head hit denis ear..then denis head hit vann head… impact was damn big..but what do you expect from a cow right? hahaha..they suffered concussion… but was okay la… then we met an irritating bunch of china people… cause we were at "elephants of asia"… then there they had a mini-house to tell us about the elephants… so there was stairs leading to something upstairs… so the five of us sit on the stairs and asked the china people to take picture for us… then we had two cameras so i asked them which one first..they didnt reply..and one of the ladies snapped… so the picture had us talking pouting moving here and there and we looked blur… nvm..the 2nd camera which is mine… she never count then she just take…we were smiling..but then she didnt even take any picture! so we smiled for nothing..she didnt press the snap button correctly…what the hell right…so dumb… such bad photographers…so we said forget it then never take already…then we went to see elephants..then when we were about to exit… guess what we saw?!!? the china people were sitting on the stairs the way we did…to take photos…retarded la they… then we so bad..we say they so fat..can only fit three people…we could fit five! hahaha..so mean but who cares.. actually there was another exit but i think god wants us to see how stupid they are so we got out by the entrance…hahaha.. oh lastly.. we saw an aroused male horse..the female one was harassing the male one… and we saw something… haha..something sick…yupp..hahahaha..me and vann took a picture of the something with our phones..hahaha..yupp.. okay…thats about it on the zoo.. i have pictures of all these..take a look if you want to…

okay… i am really happy and i want to thank those who remembered to wish me "happy birthday"..including those who wished me like one week late…its okay.. i really appreciate you guys… for making the effort and remembering…one week late but at least you guys remembered… i am really happy "sorelle" remembered and planned for me cause we have not gone out together for damn long… yupp..we drifted but who cares..we still care and love each other..hahaha… yupp.. im also quite disappointed of some of my friends… those who forgotten.. they were so sweet last year to wish me,making me smile… but its gone.. faded.. i think i only have one regret in life…not accepting… oh wells im not saying.. but ya.. thanks again for all that everyone did…

okay.. shall talk about this cute guy named shaun cheng(i guess its spelt like that)… he came to my school with a band and power98 before exams… he played the guitar…i was looking at him and his guitar most of the time..instead of looking at the lead singer levan…the band is local..named "ronin"..not popular yet but soon to be i guess..hahaha.. oh shaun looks like a korean..that explains why i said he was cute right? hahaha…but close up his complexion not very good.. but still quite okay la… ya..he is a singaporean…nus undergrad..hahaha…after their mini concert at ij many went up to get signatures… hahaha..but i only went to him la.. the rest want all i think its becuase they just want to show to people next time that they knew them early or something… okay..back to shaun… my senior asked for his guitar pick… so smart right? i didnt even think about it…hahaha…so he said.."sure,here"..then he give her… so i was like.."i also want"..then my senior said…"im sorry alicia,i guess he only has one for me"…then i was like okay la..never mind then… so me and grace were going down the stage to go back to class… then guess what? at this time someone tapped my shoulder… and it was him!!! he said "here this is for you"… then he placed a pick in my palm.. so cool right?!?! so obviously i was like… "i thought you only had one and you gave it to her alr?" then he said… "i didnt said i only had one… she said it.. actually i have two with me..so here you are…" hahahaha.. then i asked him to sign on the pick.. its in my wallet!!! my senior one got no signature i guess. and the pick is purple! hahaha..so nice… yupp.. then we take picture and all.. then we left… yupp… okay thats all…

well.. im feeling a little tired typying so much.. ill update soon la okay? when i have more juicy and more interesting stories to tell.. hahaha..right now i cant think of any..wanna watch my tv! so see ya! byeeee!!!!!

hey..well..im back…but only for a day..at my cousin’s house writing this..my sister still refuses to bring the computer back…but oh wells…at least i still can update this…oh and i want to let everyone know that i still exists…im doing good! hahahah…

k lets begin… after renaissance XV i had two other concerts…i went to ACSi guitar night..then the next day i went to RGS guitar night…yuppp…ACSi was damn good i tell you…it was so so so nice…especially the soloist…his fingers move like spiders…i swear…he is damn good la…cant stand it…then duets were good too…there were these two boy doing the duet…and one of them was a crappy guy..i bet everyone who doesnt know him and who saw him for the first time will think that he is crappy too…its like so obvious… cause right..the starting was a casual wear performance…then the duets were wearing jeans and polo-t… then the crappy guy went on stage…sit then stand sit then stand…know why? cause he needed to sit comfortably to play…then he was ready he told his partner "OKAY"…then everyone heard because of the microphone… then…aiya…lazy to say..got so many funny parts…he is just a joker la k…ya… oh then during interval we went to talk to their instructor, mr michael jaspar…miss sin knows him…so ya..then the guitar boys were changing out of their jeans and polo-t to their suits la… hahaha..they were all tying their ties…-i wanna learn how to tie- then ij guitar girls wanted to take a picture with mr michael jaspar…so we were finding for soemone to tie for us… guess what? mr michael jaspar just anyhow call one of his boys to take the picture for us..it happened to be the crappy guy…"eh eh matthew…can you come here…these are ij girls" then matthew was like…"huh? oh haha…okayy…hi then" he was so blur that we laughed at him..damn funny..then he took a picture for us la… mr michael jaspar didnt recognise us at first …until we refreshed his memory that we were ij guitar girls…ya… then ya la…the songs were very very nice…yupp…it was on a friday 15th july i think…

then RGS one was on a saturday the 16th july..ya.. but not very exciting..no as nice la…quite boring…but then there were things to laugh at..the guy sitting behind me and sam fern was snoring away can…so embarrassing for him la…but cant blame him la…it was too boring…then the guy sitting in front of me had an ant on his shirt…i nearly wanted to take it out for him but it’ll be so weird and so wrong… then me and sam just keep laughing…she ask me to just not tell him and just not help him take out…yupp..then after that while the whole row of us were whispering to each other…sam hit my had i hit my friends lap….then the booklet and the pencil drop….so loud….while a soloist was playing…it was so quiet la…so ya la..everyone turn and look…so embarrassing please…ya…

okayy…then ya la…time pass pass pass…till it was drama night… so sad please i tell you…it was on the 29th july…then on the 28th we went to sji for rehearsal…then my group could not play properly..it was all rubbish… then we go scolding la…asking us whether we want to be in the performance or not and everything..then i broke down la…eeyer…dont want to elaborate..then we all said we wanted to perform…so we went home to practice…and the next day we suppose to meet at 12pm for final rehearsal but in the end my group practise straight away after assembly…the rest came after two periods of lesson la…ya..then we mastered it k…my group could play like professionals can…i was so happy we buck up in one day…seriously it was not easy…but we still did it because its all about practice… then in the night when we went on stage guess what happened? the stage crew didnt on the spot light for us…so you know what? we all could not see a thing…we could not read the notes on our guitar file and we didnt memorise…we played like shit can…but there were some music…from the ones who memorised….but then alot of poeple said that ij sounded better and chimer than sji…sji guys sounded gay…. so ya..although we screwed up at least we sounded good… yupp…

oh! one more concert… yesterday ij went to simei eastpoint shopping centre to perform…for this rainbow club thing…for terminally ill children club…then we performed…and we did well okay…just that for one song one of us played echo… like we all ended then she play three extra chords….hahahah..but it sounded right so ya…no one knows except for us..yupp..

okok…enough of concerts… tell you about my "stairway to heaven"…its going to show on tv soon! so cool right…but i wont watch it again la… cause its so saddening… i suppose to lend it to jerrold but until now havent lend..since december can…then like now going to show on tv already…so i told him that i will pass it to him before it shows…cause its very irritating to watch on tv…must wait for commercials and one whole week to watch the next episodes…cause its only going to show on mondays and tuesdays…ya…wanted to pass it to him yesterday but he never go town la…got stupid game competition…hahahahaha…yupp..so everyone must watch the show k… that time when i watching with pris,char say she dont want to watch…now she ask me to bring to her house for her to watch…see? see? so must watch… commercial:"please catch kwonsangwoo on tv"…those whom i dont know sorry la..you have to wait for commercials and one whole week…then you cry stop cry stop…cause its damn sad…i cried 19 episodes out of 20 can…but never mind…just wait because its worth it….

k..thats about what i want to update for the time being k…if i have more to say i’ll update soon..if i can get my computer back that is… anyway, everyone just take care and miss me ok? hahahahaha…byebye!

oh my gosh..i didnt know dreams were so scary…or at least my dreams these few days la…goodness…this morning before i wake up for school i was dreaming about something really scary la…it went like that.. i went to my cousin charmaine house in the dream..then when we went home late at night i forget to take something from her house…it was something really important so i didnt want to take it the next day..but i didnt know what it was la..forgot.then its like we went to take the lift with this couple and a baby…then we went into the lift..its the lift with the transparent windows thing…you can look through it one…then we went in and pressed the floors la…guess what? i know you all watch ghost stories right? the window then can see ghost? mine is not..mine is that after pressing the floor the lift went down..it means that it went underground..i was like freaking out la..even in the dream i could feel myself being very scared…then we went down at least four stories…then all of us looked at each other shockly…then the lift stopped and start moving up one floor by one floor..and the door opened at one floor..and there was this woman in black..she is a ghost im so sure…damn freaky..but as she was turning around to see us we all faster closed the door..then finally i reached my cousin’s house…then i ran to her house…then my auntie woke me up from my dream..i guess i didnt go back down..i went home the next day…i had many dreams about lifts…all scary one..got one time i dream about a lousy flat..the floor very soft..damn hard to get from one place to another..then its very scary..youll fall or something..and the flat was very deserted la..like no one will save you..then the lift of that flat is that it will go at a very very fast speed…its damn scary..and if something bad happen to the lift it will never stop…i remember that in the dream i liked the first floor the best..the carpark there…its like the safest…hahahaha…ya..i still remember that this two dreams i woke up crying..hahahaha…as in literally had tears..hahaha..

then this afternoon when i came back from thomson plaza and slept..cause i was not feeling very well..head was spinning like mad…then i had a dream..its about teachers…it was a saturday in the dream if im not wrong la…then i had guitar..then after guitar i went to meet my cousins to go for sji band concert..i also dont know why that concert…maybe because its recent..then i was wearing shorts with house t-shirt…then at the concert i met tjl and jt..then they were like..see me tomorrow at 0815…i dont know how la..maybe the next day was not sunday…maybe its a sch day..cant remember..then its like damn scary..hahaha..thats all..cause it was a short nap..hahaha..

oh i dream about the japanese war like 5 times when i was younger…dreamt about that quite often last time..so scary…we had to keep escaping..then me and my cousins all want to be together..dont know what..then got world war III also..that one got bomb shelters..then we all together..but the olden days one more scary…cause we had to run away from our villages and all..then very very scary…cause last itme have this show about world war…its called "war of peace" or "world of peace"…dont know..i know got eh word peace one…ya..this one also wake up crying..its that bad can…

hahaha..eh! those are all not called dreams..they are nightmares…ya…hahaha..wanna know what my dreams ah?

i dream once that i had a boyfriend from UK then he flew a jetplane to come pick me..go on top of trees to eat or something like that..that one i cant really remember..is i sleep talk then my friends tell me..i was on a conference la…so embarrassing..hahaha…ya… another is that i dreamt that i lived in korean and all..that one was very nice…cause i was like having a magical life i tell you..hahahaha…okay…oh got one very nice dream… i remember edison chen shawn yue and another of their hongkong friends came to singapore..then they stayed at my house for one month or something like that..then very nice…i spoke to them in cantonese..then they corrected me when im wrong..then we went shopping together..then i sat their car la…as in they drived..one of them but i can remember who..then like so nice…then every night we talked till damn late…i asked alot about acting and singing…hahahaha..so nice la that dream..it was at my current house..i still remember…the dream felt so real la..then after that i was asked to go to hongkong with them to have a holiday for one month or something…then what the hell..so fun la that dream..i also dont know why not jay chou or my korean guy but the three hongkong people..i didnt want to wake up ok that dream..okay…yupp…then stopped at the asking me go hongkong..then someone woke me..i didnt even answer is i was going or not la…hahahaha..the three of them all very cute one i remember..hahaha..duh! edison and shawn..i dont know who the other one was…hahahah…yupp..thats all for the moment…cant remember any other dreams or nightmares..ya…

ok..ill end here..and ill write soon! hahaha…bye! take care everyone out there..especially those who dont feel well these few days…ya… *winks*

ahhhh!! so nice please… SJI not bad after all..hahaha..they are like so cool and united la…everybody cheers together..sings their school song together…oh man..so nice…how i wish we IJ girls will be like that…they all sing together la..can you believe it? hahahaha..so loyal to their school..now i understand why father michael sitaram and mr armstrong are so loyal to their school SJI…they are like all stuck together..cannot be seperated one…hahahaha…so nice la please..hahaha…and the guys are not that bad looking la…hahahaha…

the repertoire was super nice…first its the josephian march…so nice when they march…the juniors so cute some more..hahaha..next was the music from the incredibles..hahahaha…also very nice…the sounds are like…nice la!then ballad for benny then concerto d’amore…then ovation overture…then the juniors turn to take action..they so small and cute..oh my gosh…hahahaha..after the intermission was the alumni band…goodness..they were good la ok..hahaha..then here comes a really nice one…the genius of ray charles…hahaha..this one really very nice…then hughlights from the music man…then pavane…then last but not least the selections from the phantom of the opera…hahaha..so nice also…hahaha..actually got one more…the extra one which was not in the repertoire…hahaha…it was lao shu ai da mi..so cute la..then the alumni seniors brought out a mickey mouse and a few bags of rice…get it? mouse and rice? hahahahaha..so cute.and the dance they did was simply adorable and nice…so cool too! oh..the last last last was the school song la..but the bad didnt play…but as i said..they all sang together..so nice la! hahahahaha..i got a shock..then after that got a SJI song..then got action one…then all of them did it together la..nice nice nice! how many times have i said nice? countless right? hahahaha… ok..if i highlight it then maybe you can count..ok..no im not highlighting..hahaha…oh no..im mad..hahahaha…then one more cute thing they had was that all their files had an attached light bulb..then when they first sat down..they switched the lights on altogether..it was a beautiful sight…so cute la their ideas…hahahaha…yupp..oh…then they invited an ex SJI guy..he left the school in 1994…ya..he brought his liverpool friends to sing three songs before the SJIMB came out..ya..one girl three guys..including him 4 guys…drummer is so good looking..hahahaha…oh ya..talking about drummer…mummysam saw her favourite drummer in SJIMB…ya i agree he is good looking..hahaha…mummy so greedy..she have her prefect eyecandy still like that…hahahaha…oh i like the opium pipe guy…thats what i call the instrument…guess what is it? ahhahahah…so nice la he…he plays in a really charming way man…oh..he looks like puffer fish when he blow..haha..not insulting him k…saying that he looks cute…hahahaha…okok..enough of all these rubbish…like finally right? hahahaha… okok…im just very happy today…actually three of my friends suppose to come with me..but then two cant make it then one went for energy concert instead of this..then after that i asked my classmates all cannot make it..so i nearly wanted to not go..cause no one..but fate came…i went for guitar in the morning then rui shan talking about it so after that she asked me to go..then i say ok..then i dragged mummysam with me! hahahaha…i did not regret going to this concert at all ok!! it was super nice…only some ah lians keep shouting to the conductor "uncle lester we love you" then "wo men yong yuan zhi ci ni" then "wo men ai ni jiu xiang lao shu ai da mi"..that was after the band play lao shu ai da mi la…lame can..and they were so freaking noisy and childish…it spoilt the whole thing la..and like some of the SJI guys they keep telling them "stop it stop it enough"…hahahaha..bang themselves la…they so noisy i tell you..feel like slapping them..lucky not from IJtp…or else..no face no face…-hides face- hahahahaha..ya..oh then got one part when we wanted encore..downstairs the guys were so adorable..they went.."give me one give me one give me one more!"..so lame but so cute right? then after that the ah lians wanted to copy..they were practicing..but lucky they never say i tell you..so irritating la..it will be irritating  if they do it! eeww...well but overall it was an enjoyable night…with opium pipe…only cousinruishan and mummysam knows…shhhh you two…hahahaha…yupp…okok..thats about it…ill end here!

ill write again!! soon!! -hears echos- ‘ youll write again’…hahahaha..i know you all know what im going to say when i end the post…hahahaha..yupp! *huggies*

oh gosh! tong hua by guang liang is like so nice la..going crazy already..me and my classmates like euneun and dajiejie cant stop singing it in school..it is simply so nice la… nice nice..i love the song..you know i cant stop playing the song at home..sleeping time i listen..online i listen…i bathe also must blast loudly so that from my toilet i can hear..then i sing along..hahaha…so nice! goodness..okay..hyper already…because of that song…haha… ok..this post all about songs k..chinese songs..nice one dont worry…haha..not okay also must read..hahaha..next song is?? yi lu xiang bei by jay chou…its the initial D song..so this one no doubt..sure to be nice! hee… next? er…jiang nan,yi qian nian yi hou and mu nai yi by lin jun jie..damn nice…also quite addictive…ya…forever love by wang lee hom also as nice…new song of his… energy only got one song that i like…yan lei de wei dao…haha..lastly…my other favourite is waiting for you by anson…hahaha…ok thats all…

oh ya..i going for three concerts these two weeks..this saturday is the sji military band concert…next friday is acsi guitar concert..then next saturday is rgs guitar night…hahaha..so exciting…although i know that it is going to be damn boring…but i have my friends..and we can go out together till late after the concerts! hahaha… this saturday got three friends suppose to go but two cant make it..and the other one is going for energy concert…guess who? energy fan grace yow..hahaha… but never mind i have replacements! ya…so nice..then can dress up!! hahaha..okok..im mad la please…need my cousin audrey A.D.D medicine..i think i better ask mummy samantha to buy a pack for me too…just in case i get high out of no where…hahahaha..yupp..shall ask mummy to get A.D.D medicine for me..so i dont go high during the concerts..hahahaha..yupp..okay..got nothing more to write anymore…ill stop here…

ill write again! (i know you all guessed that ill write this line…haha) bye! *bigbighug* for all of you…honored? hahaha..

oh wells…i am feeling happier and happier each day..with all my friends and cousins to care for me… they are all like giving way to me which makes me feel that they care for me and dont want me to feel that i am always losing to them..actually at this point of time as i am writing this post,i can tell you that i have no idea what i am talking about..i dont know what to write..i cant describe the feeling i have in me now…so ya.. i just feel happy and i hope all of you can feel happy with me to ok?!?! hahahaha… i have gastric pains very often but i dont feel that i am suffering because my cousins and friends show me concern..last year it was my meis..then now dk and the other one of them is alph..thanks,if you happen to read this..haha..i dont really talk to him..but yesterday we started talking so ya..they keep asking me to like go see doctor..but i dont want because i dont like to see doctors..ya..jerrold wanted to bring me see doctor last year but i still dont want..haha..how stubbon right? ya..but thanks..how blessed i am to have friends like you people..i really thank god…my mummy side cousins too! they are like gifts to be…treasured gifts..=D the other is monthly cramps..it really hurts..im hurting now so ya just write la..haha.. damn pain i tell you this one..but this one have another friend to care about..haha..and my mummy! that friend asked how pain it is..worse than what…but i could not explain so ya..now i tell you.. its like a knife scraping your insides..sick right? haha…but that was what me and my bestie concluded two years ago and i just remembered…it sounds sick..but it feels that way..now you know how pain it is..your would not want to be a LADY right GENTLEMAN? haha..yupp…but i will try not to think about the pain by keeping myself busy with stuffs although half the time it doesnt work..haha..but its okay with all of you here!! yupp..thanks you people!

what did i do yesterday? let me think…oh! i went to sembawang sunplaza to look at push-carts-stalls with my mummy my two aunts and pris…well we are intending to rent one to sell stuffs…but then my aunt have not confirmed yet…the other choice was bishan junction8 though…hahaha..cool right?near my house..ya.. then today all i did was watch dvd…next paragraph tells you more!! (i sound like i am writing a story book…hee =P)

oh ya..i want to write about one more thing…i am watching a korean series…this show has been out for years..but i didnt watch it because i thought it was boring.but guess what?!?! it is a really nice series…its called…errr…oh.."all about eve"!! haha..damn nice..and the guy in the show so GENTLEMAN la..oh my gosh…so touched..haha… he so nice to the girl…so nice so nice..ahhhh!! going to get hyper very soon..so ya..better stop..i didnt have anything to post so just anyhow write this one to update..haha..yupp…

as i always say…ill update soon enough…see ya all! *huggies*