magical keys to heaven are angels

oh my gosh..i didnt know dreams were so scary…or at least my dreams these few days la…goodness…this morning before i wake up for school i was dreaming about something really scary la…it went like that.. i went to my cousin charmaine house in the dream..then when we went home late at night i forget to take something from her house…it was something really important so i didnt want to take it the next day..but i didnt know what it was la..forgot.then its like we went to take the lift with this couple and a baby…then we went into the lift..its the lift with the transparent windows thing…you can look through it one…then we went in and pressed the floors la…guess what? i know you all watch ghost stories right? the window then can see ghost? mine is not..mine is that after pressing the floor the lift went down..it means that it went underground..i was like freaking out la..even in the dream i could feel myself being very scared…then we went down at least four stories…then all of us looked at each other shockly…then the lift stopped and start moving up one floor by one floor..and the door opened at one floor..and there was this woman in black..she is a ghost im so sure…damn freaky..but as she was turning around to see us we all faster closed the door..then finally i reached my cousin’s house…then i ran to her house…then my auntie woke me up from my dream..i guess i didnt go back down..i went home the next day…i had many dreams about lifts…all scary one..got one time i dream about a lousy flat..the floor very soft..damn hard to get from one place to another..then its very scary..youll fall or something..and the flat was very deserted la..like no one will save you..then the lift of that flat is that it will go at a very very fast speed…its damn scary..and if something bad happen to the lift it will never stop…i remember that in the dream i liked the first floor the best..the carpark there…its like the safest…hahahaha…ya..i still remember that this two dreams i woke up crying..hahahaha…as in literally had tears..hahaha..

then this afternoon when i came back from thomson plaza and slept..cause i was not feeling very well..head was spinning like mad…then i had a dream..its about teachers…it was a saturday in the dream if im not wrong la…then i had guitar..then after guitar i went to meet my cousins to go for sji band concert..i also dont know why that concert…maybe because its recent..then i was wearing shorts with house t-shirt…then at the concert i met tjl and jt..then they were like..see me tomorrow at 0815…i dont know how la..maybe the next day was not sunday…maybe its a sch day..cant remember..then its like damn scary..hahaha..thats all..cause it was a short nap..hahaha..

oh i dream about the japanese war like 5 times when i was younger…dreamt about that quite often last time..so scary…we had to keep escaping..then me and my cousins all want to be together..dont know what..then got world war III also..that one got bomb shelters..then we all together..but the olden days one more scary…cause we had to run away from our villages and all..then very very scary…cause last itme have this show about world war…its called "war of peace" or "world of peace"…dont know..i know got eh word peace one…ya..this one also wake up crying..its that bad can…

hahaha..eh! those are all not called dreams..they are nightmares…ya…hahaha..wanna know what my dreams ah?

i dream once that i had a boyfriend from UK then he flew a jetplane to come pick me..go on top of trees to eat or something like that..that one i cant really remember..is i sleep talk then my friends tell me..i was on a conference la…so embarrassing..hahaha…ya… another is that i dreamt that i lived in korean and all..that one was very nice…cause i was like having a magical life i tell you..hahahaha…okay…oh got one very nice dream… i remember edison chen shawn yue and another of their hongkong friends came to singapore..then they stayed at my house for one month or something like that..then very nice…i spoke to them in cantonese..then they corrected me when im wrong..then we went shopping together..then i sat their car la…as in they drived..one of them but i can remember who..then like so nice…then every night we talked till damn late…i asked alot about acting and singing…hahahaha..so nice la that dream..it was at my current house..i still remember…the dream felt so real la..then after that i was asked to go to hongkong with them to have a holiday for one month or something…then what the hell..so fun la that dream..i also dont know why not jay chou or my korean guy but the three hongkong people..i didnt want to wake up ok that dream..okay…yupp…then stopped at the asking me go hongkong..then someone woke me..i didnt even answer is i was going or not la…hahahaha..the three of them all very cute one i remember..hahaha..duh! edison and shawn..i dont know who the other one was…hahahah…yupp..thats all for the moment…cant remember any other dreams or nightmares..ya…

ok..ill end here..and ill write soon! hahaha…bye! take care everyone out there..especially those who dont feel well these few days…ya… *winks*

ahhhh!! so nice please… SJI not bad after all..hahaha..they are like so cool and united la…everybody cheers together..sings their school song together…oh man..so nice…how i wish we IJ girls will be like that…they all sing together la..can you believe it? hahahaha..so loyal to their school..now i understand why father michael sitaram and mr armstrong are so loyal to their school SJI…they are like all stuck together..cannot be seperated one…hahahaha…so nice la please..hahaha…and the guys are not that bad looking la…hahahaha…

the repertoire was super nice…first its the josephian march…so nice when they march…the juniors so cute some more..hahaha..next was the music from the incredibles..hahahaha…also very nice…the sounds are like…nice la!then ballad for benny then concerto d’amore…then ovation overture…then the juniors turn to take action..they so small and cute..oh my gosh…hahahaha..after the intermission was the alumni band…goodness..they were good la ok..hahaha..then here comes a really nice one…the genius of ray charles…hahaha..this one really very nice…then hughlights from the music man…then pavane…then last but not least the selections from the phantom of the opera…hahaha..so nice also…hahaha..actually got one more…the extra one which was not in the repertoire…hahaha…it was lao shu ai da mi..so cute la..then the alumni seniors brought out a mickey mouse and a few bags of rice…get it? mouse and rice? hahahahaha..so cute.and the dance they did was simply adorable and nice…so cool too! oh..the last last last was the school song la..but the bad didnt play…but as i said..they all sang together..so nice la! hahahahaha..i got a shock..then after that got a SJI song..then got action one…then all of them did it together la..nice nice nice! how many times have i said nice? countless right? hahahaha… ok..if i highlight it then maybe you can count..ok..no im not highlighting..hahaha…oh no..im mad..hahahaha…then one more cute thing they had was that all their files had an attached light bulb..then when they first sat down..they switched the lights on altogether..it was a beautiful sight…so cute la their ideas…hahahaha…yupp..oh…then they invited an ex SJI guy..he left the school in 1994…ya..he brought his liverpool friends to sing three songs before the SJIMB came out..ya..one girl three guys..including him 4 guys…drummer is so good looking..hahahaha…oh ya..talking about drummer…mummysam saw her favourite drummer in SJIMB…ya i agree he is good looking..hahaha…mummy so greedy..she have her prefect eyecandy still like that…hahahaha…oh i like the opium pipe guy…thats what i call the instrument…guess what is it? ahhahahah…so nice la he…he plays in a really charming way man…oh..he looks like puffer fish when he blow..haha..not insulting him k…saying that he looks cute…hahahaha…okok..enough of all these rubbish…like finally right? hahahaha… okok…im just very happy today…actually three of my friends suppose to come with me..but then two cant make it then one went for energy concert instead of this..then after that i asked my classmates all cannot make it..so i nearly wanted to not go..cause no one..but fate came…i went for guitar in the morning then rui shan talking about it so after that she asked me to go..then i say ok..then i dragged mummysam with me! hahahaha…i did not regret going to this concert at all ok!! it was super nice…only some ah lians keep shouting to the conductor "uncle lester we love you" then "wo men yong yuan zhi ci ni" then "wo men ai ni jiu xiang lao shu ai da mi"..that was after the band play lao shu ai da mi la…lame can..and they were so freaking noisy and childish…it spoilt the whole thing la..and like some of the SJI guys they keep telling them "stop it stop it enough"…hahahaha..bang themselves la…they so noisy i tell you..feel like slapping them..lucky not from IJtp…or else..no face no face…-hides face- hahahahaha..ya..oh then got one part when we wanted encore..downstairs the guys were so adorable..they went.."give me one give me one give me one more!"..so lame but so cute right? then after that the ah lians wanted to copy..they were practicing..but lucky they never say i tell you..so irritating la..it will be irritating  if they do it! eeww...well but overall it was an enjoyable night…with opium pipe…only cousinruishan and mummysam knows…shhhh you two…hahahaha…yupp…okok..thats about it…ill end here!

ill write again!! soon!! -hears echos- ‘ youll write again’…hahahaha..i know you all know what im going to say when i end the post…hahahaha..yupp! *huggies*

oh gosh! tong hua by guang liang is like so nice la..going crazy already..me and my classmates like euneun and dajiejie cant stop singing it in school..it is simply so nice la… nice nice..i love the song..you know i cant stop playing the song at home..sleeping time i listen..online i listen…i bathe also must blast loudly so that from my toilet i can hear..then i sing along..hahaha…so nice! goodness..okay..hyper already…because of that song…haha… ok..this post all about songs k..chinese songs..nice one dont worry…haha..not okay also must read..hahaha..next song is?? yi lu xiang bei by jay chou…its the initial D song..so this one no doubt..sure to be nice! hee… next? er…jiang nan,yi qian nian yi hou and mu nai yi by lin jun jie..damn nice…also quite addictive…ya…forever love by wang lee hom also as nice…new song of his… energy only got one song that i like…yan lei de wei dao…haha..lastly…my other favourite is waiting for you by anson…hahaha…ok thats all…

oh ya..i going for three concerts these two weeks..this saturday is the sji military band concert…next friday is acsi guitar concert..then next saturday is rgs guitar night…hahaha..so exciting…although i know that it is going to be damn boring…but i have my friends..and we can go out together till late after the concerts! hahaha… this saturday got three friends suppose to go but two cant make it..and the other one is going for energy concert…guess who? energy fan grace yow..hahaha… but never mind i have replacements! ya…so nice..then can dress up!! hahaha..okok..im mad la please…need my cousin audrey A.D.D medicine..i think i better ask mummy samantha to buy a pack for me too…just in case i get high out of no where…hahahaha..yupp..shall ask mummy to get A.D.D medicine for me..so i dont go high during the concerts..hahahaha..yupp..okay..got nothing more to write anymore…ill stop here…

ill write again! (i know you all guessed that ill write this line…haha) bye! *bigbighug* for all of you…honored? hahaha..

oh wells…i am feeling happier and happier each day..with all my friends and cousins to care for me… they are all like giving way to me which makes me feel that they care for me and dont want me to feel that i am always losing to them..actually at this point of time as i am writing this post,i can tell you that i have no idea what i am talking about..i dont know what to write..i cant describe the feeling i have in me now…so ya.. i just feel happy and i hope all of you can feel happy with me to ok?!?! hahahaha… i have gastric pains very often but i dont feel that i am suffering because my cousins and friends show me concern..last year it was my meis..then now dk and the other one of them is alph..thanks,if you happen to read this..haha..i dont really talk to him..but yesterday we started talking so ya..they keep asking me to like go see doctor..but i dont want because i dont like to see doctors..ya..jerrold wanted to bring me see doctor last year but i still dont want..haha..how stubbon right? ya..but thanks..how blessed i am to have friends like you people..i really thank god…my mummy side cousins too! they are like gifts to be…treasured gifts..=D the other is monthly cramps..it really hurts..im hurting now so ya just write la..haha.. damn pain i tell you this one..but this one have another friend to care about..haha..and my mummy! that friend asked how pain it is..worse than what…but i could not explain so ya..now i tell you.. its like a knife scraping your insides..sick right? haha…but that was what me and my bestie concluded two years ago and i just remembered…it sounds sick..but it feels that way..now you know how pain it is..your would not want to be a LADY right GENTLEMAN? haha..yupp…but i will try not to think about the pain by keeping myself busy with stuffs although half the time it doesnt work..haha..but its okay with all of you here!! yupp..thanks you people!

what did i do yesterday? let me think…oh! i went to sembawang sunplaza to look at push-carts-stalls with my mummy my two aunts and pris…well we are intending to rent one to sell stuffs…but then my aunt have not confirmed yet…the other choice was bishan junction8 though…hahaha..cool right?near my house..ya.. then today all i did was watch dvd…next paragraph tells you more!! (i sound like i am writing a story book…hee =P)

oh ya..i want to write about one more thing…i am watching a korean series…this show has been out for years..but i didnt watch it because i thought it was boring.but guess what?!?! it is a really nice series…its called…errr…oh.."all about eve"!! haha..damn nice..and the guy in the show so GENTLEMAN la..oh my gosh…so touched..haha… he so nice to the girl…so nice so nice..ahhhh!! going to get hyper very soon..so ya..better stop..i didnt have anything to post so just anyhow write this one to update..haha..yupp…

as i always say…ill update soon enough…see ya all! *huggies*

heyhey…well well! emy is back from perth! just met her this afternoon..her hair grew pretty long..hahahaha..yupp..we went out with jea char and charm! haha..it was so funny..we keep taking pictures..asking people to take the pics for us..but it all screwed up…haha..then we were going all over crazy for the initial D casts..see im still not over it yet…so nice la please…ya..then i like met my cousin pris and her friend huiping at far east…so cute right? at first we were at different levels..but then after that we happened to be in the same shop..hahaha…well nothing much to talk about because i met them kind of late..they met up at about one..but i got guitar then i finish at 1230-1300 so ya…then i had to make honey lemon for this GENTLEMAN!!! i came home from guitar then i cant find a new bottle..and i cannot use what my family use to give my friend so i had to run to ntuc to get a bottle of ice mountain and at the same time i got strepsils for him…haha..see la..i so nice please…GENTLEMAN if you read this please thank me the LADY…haha…just kidding..he thanked me too many times already…but i dont mind making for a friend la..since he is sick..so i make la…sore throat really sucks..but that time i didnt get to drink any honey lemon..=( oh ya..and i was so scared it is not the taste of honey lemon..so i like make,try,wash spoon,make,try,wash spoon until i find that it tasted okay..i made it more sour than sweet la..cause its the lemon that cures..if only honey no lemon then what is the use right? so ya…then i make until i think its fine then i poured into the bottle..i took like so long la..and i was supper late..but i cant let my friend like drink something disgusting right…so ya..i wanted to put a slice of lemon into the bottle but i thought that it was already sour enough so ya..i am so proud of myself that i actually can make a kind of medicine..its like my first time making honey lemon..but GENTLEMAN said it was nice so ya..but thats what everyone would say if its from their friend..so im still not sure if it tasted nice…oh oh! and my sister like so scolded me for not making for her..she say i treat my friend nicer..oh no..haha..i was like "you can make it by yourself what..you got mummy to do for you" then she was like "then your friend no mummy ah..you can make for him la"…she was so jealous i tell you..oops..all my fault..hahahaha..yupp..just hope all the sore throat will be gone soon…yupp.it is really pain..everything that you swallow will be pain…eeeeyer..i hate it…hahaha…

ok..now lets talk about yoga..it was so fun please..it is like so relaxing and good..then the stretching part was really good..it really stretches every muscle…and guess what? me and my two cousins were new to yoga..all of us ached..which is good because we stretched well..but i was the only one who perspired! haha…thats a good sign i heard..yupp.. it was fun…good la..and the instructor chandran(dont know how to spell) was really nice and patient with everyone..and he looks good too…hahahah..thats the important thing right? oh no im just kidding…hahahaha..im always talking crap…yupp..yoga is a good thing to do every week..oh and the place is called "true yoga"…yupp..hahaha..

oh then after yoga we went to newton circus to eat…it was damn good la the food…really good…im so full now..hahaha…and right after yoga we were like so hungry..how time pass..so fast..now im at home already…hahahaha…yupp!today im so proud of myself..i was such a good person to make honey lemon for that GENTLEMAN then i went out with my darling emy whom i missed so much..and i bought a shirt with pris and i got a free belt! hahahaha..and lastly i had fun at yoga and enjoyed my late dinner at newton circus! hahaha..so happy…today i spent my day well,starting with guitar and ending with this post..hahaha.. ok thats about it today…i shall stop here!

i’ll definitely write again so dont you people worry that you will miss me and my crappiness..haha..kidding..yupp..see ya! *huggies*